Less than two hours to the big moment when the results are shared with me. I’ve been over and over the moment so many times now in my head – both ways, good news and bad news. I guess it’s my way to prepare. My wife and I were discussing this the other day and she was anxious to hear good news and put it behind us, as am I. But, I just don’t know what it’ll be.
In my head, I’ve been dramatic (this is the biggest crossroad of my life) to minimizing it (whatever, let’s just get it figured out and move on). I am not numb, but I’ve run out of things to feel. And I don’t even know the result yet – crazy, right? Ultimately I’ve settled on one step at a time; there are just too many variables to do otherwise. And that begins in less than an hour and half now. Tick-tock, tick-tock!!
More to come later dear reader!
Update: Negative. Thank God.